我有好多梦。

梦。
好多。
我有好多梦。
几乎每天睡觉都在发梦，连大白天的，我也在做梦。
这些梦到底会实现吗？
我想会的。
只是时间的问题，但罪魁祸首还是  钱！
唉，没钱，你说什么都是空。
干嘛什么都要钱啊。
最可恶的是，我的这些宝贝梦，为什么都需要用钱来实现啊。
就是因为钱，才让我离这些梦越来越远啊。
好伤心。

我想要的电话。离我好遥远啊，电话电话。
算了啦，至少我现在有电话用。
想当年，读小学的我，每天还要借爸爸电话写几封信息，真是不堪回首啊。
所以勒，我算幸运了。
因为我爸跟我交换电话，别小看他电话，是Dual Sim Card的勒。
哈哈，是啦。其实还蛮开心的，因为爸爸很贴心。
本来想买新电话，因为我还想用回旧号码，只是没有电话能放。
现在，解决啦！哈哈，仔细想想还蛮不错的啦。
另外，想买新电话，因为好喜欢玩电话touch screen游戏，随时上网，发照片，instagram，whatsapp，line，wechat等。
但，其实这些都能省略啦。
这些东西呀，我看，我慢点再玩好了。我等！

再来就是电脑啦。
我的那台迷你notebook啊，看起来好年轻，但内心是超级无敌老！
我看它活不久了，动作好慢好慢。
爸爸能让我换台正常的laptop吗？能的话，真的是皆大欢喜。
因为，我好想玩好多好多PC GAME哦！
最大心愿，THE SIMS 2 或者 3! 哈哈，光想到都开心。
如果能买到电脑，我就能玩那些game啦。多么美好啊，呵呵。
但是，我现在这台还是能用，买新的电脑最大理由只是要玩游戏。
讲到这里，心里就过意不去。
所以，这个慢点实现也可以啦。毕竟，电脑也是好贵。

再来就是旅行啦。
好想旅行哦。
重点是人物，地点是其次！
好想跟家人一起，大比一起，姐妹一起，大学朋友一起。
每一个“一起”都要钱！
还有，时间好难配合。
我还有多少时间呢？来得及跟你们一起旅行，一起玩吗？

再来就是衣服！
每天都好想好想换新形象。
但是，没钱，没衣服，没新形象。
一大堆的衣服都被我bookmark起来了。
一大堆的帽子包包鞋子都被我锁定了。
但是，就是没钱！
果然，万事俱备，只欠钱啊！

考完试，心情很爽。
想到我的第二年终于过了，更加爽。
如果，现在上面那些看似很简单的梦能一一实现，我就超级无敌爽！
当然，上天是不可能让你一次那么爽的。
好吧，我接受吧。接受上天慢慢地慢慢地让我爽！
要相信自己是幸福的 :)
现在sem break中，大家慢慢爽哦。

Latest Favourite English Songs! (April 2013)

Update my blog again.

TOO FREEEEEE. lol. Nope, first exam just passed. 

Just want to relax here, and share something with you guys! *even nobody cares*

Ya, actually im quite curious about

WHO VIEWS MY BLOG LEH?

Before i think there must be someone who view my blog frequently la. But now i dont think so lol.

Whatever la. Just want to share 20 latest english songs with you!

These are my favourites! In case u are too busy or lazy to search for the latest songs la!

HERE WE GO! (Sorting in a random order)

1. Thank You by MKTO

2. Stay by Rihanna

3. Distance by Christina Perri feat Jason Mraz

4. Here's to Never Growing Up by Avril Lavigne

5. Just Give Me A Reason by P!nk feat FUN

6. Feel This Moment by Pitbull feat Christina Aguilera

7. I Love It by Icona Pop feat Charli XCX

8. Heart Attack by Demi Lovato

9. 22 by Taylor Swift

10. Madness by Muse

11. I Need Your Love by Calvin Harris feat Ellie Goulding

12. Radioactive by Imagine Dragons

13. Alive by Krewella

14. C'mon by Ke$ha

15. Finally Found You by Enrique Iglesias

16. Little Talks by Of Monsters And Men

17. Troublemaker by Olly Murs ft. Flo Rida

18. Suit & Tie by Justin Timberlake

19. Mirrors by Justin Timberlake

20. When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars

THE SONGS CAN CHEEP ME UP FOR WHOLE DAY! lol kidding la. At lease HALF DAY? 

hahaha, but they are really niceeee and awesomeee! Dont believe? CLICK THEM LA!

Most of them are even in the list of latest billboard! :DDD

Kay la, Enjoy ya! 

MUSIC IS MY LIFE! 

So, I'm gonna fail my final exam?

4.15am now. What's wrong with me? Why im still here?

No study. No stress. No feeling (exam).

I'm dead i think.

So recenly, i watched a lot of movies and dramas. I mean A LOT.

Hahaha. I dont know why i dont feel any nervous for this coming finals. 

I dint mean that im genius or what. Just, no feeling.

Maybe too much relax? Maybe i forget the feeling of finals?

Because this is the first semester that i come back from industrial traning ? i think?

But, it should be motivate me right? How come i become worse? 

*p/s i hear someone's clock alarm now (why he/she so stress? so early wake up for study? SIAO *

THE NOTEBOOK

This movie is very old one. Not very la. Maybe 2004? 

But the storyline is soooooooooooo romantic and touching.

I dont know how you feel after watching, but for me, that's romantic enough.

And made me cryyyyyyyy like a baby (perhaps?)

Another movie DEAR JOHN

It is in the list of ROMANTIC MOVIES la. But i dint feel any touching part in this movies.

Erm. Cannot say that. Because i did feel touching when John holds his dad's hand and read the letter. 

This movie is quite famous since i search on google and most of people agree with that.

By the way, the couple in this movie is quite sweet, cant deny that.

DARK KNIGHT RISES

I admit that im quite outdated. Haha.

But the time when the movie was released, i cant watch it maaaa. Since kampar dont have cinema that time.

Thats why i downloaded it? 

Never watch Batman before. LOL. Sounds like no childhood at all. 

But, at least i know how he looks like maaa hahaha.

Well, the feedback is AWESOME! Next Batman movie i must watch! lol.

THE WALKING DEAD SEASON 3

Yessss!!! I love this drama very very much!!! hahaha.

Because i love zombies? LOL.

No laaa! i just love how they try to survive in this environment. And what they did for their family?friends?

And so on so on so on! Cannot tell all here! You must watch it yourself!

So, i finish this season la!! Unexpected storyline makes me WOOHOO!

I love this kind of storyline! So unexpected! 

Cant wait for the next season! 

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES SEASON 4

I love this drama too! But seems like this seasons havent end. 

Final is coming, cant download this new episode already. Hais.

Ya, it's getting QI GEK now! i mean the storyline! 

Just, i dont like the way ELENA changes..So bad! lol.

MARY STAYED OUT ALL NIGHT

This drama also very oldddd one. Sorry la! i just follow my feelings maaa.

Not bad! Both main characters are cute in this drama!

But i admit, i got "forward" speed while watching this la. 

And realized that Jang Keun Suk (main male character) can sing! HAHA.

And his songs in this drama really not bad! 

FREDDY NS JASON (Nightmare on Elm Street)

Dabii got one DVD of all series of nightmare on Elm Street ! Cool! HAHAHA.

Nowadays, i think most of people choose to download movies or straight away watch it in cinema.

But, since he got DVD, so i dont need to download la.

Watched this recently! it's not really scary la. But really just entertainment.

Because Dabii like to watch this kind of movie. And also THE SAW. But compared to THE SAW,

nightmare on elm street sounds very weak! lol.

Unfortunately, i finished all series of THE SAW :(

Hope it got new series again! :)))

So, this is what i have done within this 2 weeks BEFORE FINALS.
(plus watching taiwan tv shows and funny videos on youtube)

WHAT A SHIT. -.-

If i really fail in this semester, im done! And im very sure that this is karma. lol

By the way, im not really wasting time on these dramas/movies ma. I get sick recently ma!

If you sick, you do nothing right? But watch something better than do nothing right??

*Another excuse*

i get flu, coughing, headache. Very common sickkk.

But able to make me dead.

Thanks god, what i got now is just COUGHING. Please, recover soon ok?

My throat and lungs gonna spoil already.

So, everyone, drink more water!!! take care! CANNOT FALL SICK! 

Jiayou, UTARIANS!

Intership officially ends!

Yeahhhh!!! I have done my internship oral presentation! OMG. It was a very tough day! I don't know  wth  my stomach got pain like this?! Almost faint down before going to campus. But, i got through it! And, this is my first presentation with no scripts on hand and no memorizing anything ! I think AhHao help me a lot during my training, THANK YOU. 

After presentation, i walked back to home. This was second time i WALK back home. Oh, the feeling is fucking shit. Walking back with formal outfit? Non stop sweating pissed me off before i realized my camera was with me! Thats why i had a chance to test my camera again ;D 

With the Zoom 8 x. Not bad. 

I captured this and the picture below while i was walking. Because i was too lazy to stop and capture! LOL. But the outcomes were so great. Okay, i started to love this camera with its super fast capture speed!

I love these bamboos. Always imagine that why they don't put a cute fake panda there? If they do so, it will be very cute  and WOOHOO! 

So, this is a route for bikes. 

Get in KTAR from UTAR Block B there. Keep imagine if the zombies come out what i should do LOL. Because i cant see any people there. 

Students' Hostel. 

You can see many white "birds" there usually. But, in this photo, i cant even find one LOL. But seriously, this area is for bird-watching.

I feel like im a newbie in kampar. LOL. Im not. Just for testing my camera hahaha. So, my comment for this camera :  Hmmm, NOT BAD! Clap for it! 

Last night, we had a birthday celebration for both of them :) Happy Birthday qixun and kerry! HAHA. Quite disappointed because i thought we will be sitting around one big table and chatting all together. But, at last, we were separated into 3 tables. Okay, anyway, i hope that we still have another chance to gather again ;) But, there is a very little hope since all of us will getting busier after new sem starts.
p/s : very satisfied with this photo as the photo turns out so clear and the color is so nice even we were in dark place. 

I supposed to introduce some new board games to you guys here. But, the board game cafe "WAN YE" did not open yesterday. HAIS. So, few of us went to "EACH A CUP". Even the games above look lame, we still had very very fun because of SOMEONE who keep acting he know the game. Indeed, he dont know -.- Clap for him! HAHAHA.
p/s: SOMEONE is the one who very close to me. Guess who? xD

Came back to kampar dead town again.

But the starting of new sem seems like not bad. 

ENJOY THE LIFE. 

YOOHOOOOOOOO. 

人生中第一架相机！

所以，计划总是赶不上变化。
我真的觉得，我想要的到最后都会得不到。
不过，不是完全得不到，是有些变化。
买不到我想要的semi pro相机。
爸爸又嫌samsung galaxy camera 太大。
最后选了娇小玲珑的canon ixus 230.
没错，它还蛮普通的。
哈哈哈哈哈！买到手后，就只有一种感觉。
就是，没有很喜悦的感觉。
好矛盾。

但，我还在慢慢研究这架相机。
希望它有更多好玩的:)
今天和昨天都没出去。
而且也没空，所以在家里乱拍。
多数照片我调了颜色。
不是因为不美，是因为刚才太闲了，开了美图秀秀想玩照片。
就选了它们。
然后，又突然想到，不如来写blog?所以。。

这是zoom 8 倍的。p/s ：调了一点颜色。
还蛮满意的，还算蛮清楚的 :) 

这个是toy camera的效果。也是改了点颜色。因为，本人素颜嘛，哈哈！

这个我忘了是啥effect。也是改了点颜色。重点是，我想要染头发！受不了这个杂草色了！

终于来张没有edit过的颜色了。原图！哈哈哈。镜子没擦干净，所以很蒙xD

众图中，我最喜欢这个macro的效果了！这个有加toycamera的效果。真的很不错！很清楚！很focus！

这也是zoom8倍的。vivid效果，加强颜色，我个人觉得不错！哈哈。

接下来，我想试的是夜间模式。因为通常我们在外面喝茶都是选择灯光较弱的地方。

所以拍照常常拍出很不好的效果。

这架相机有Lowlight的效果，应该可以解决一点灯光的问题。隔几天后才试看效果;)

好啦，我终于能完成一个心愿啦。

接下来的心愿，换电话。

已经aim到了。

其实没想过要换，但是爸爸很像一直怂恿我换，真的很奇怪。

照片是回忆，懂吗？

刚才心情突然很低落。

我就是这样。

一时“兴”起，要几down就有几down。

这种人，好吗？

我就是这么奇怪。

我喜欢拍照。

我就是喜欢拍下回忆。

“回忆装在脑里就可以了啦。”

可是，我就是很念旧的人，我喜欢实物的，能触碰的，能看得到的。

我真的可以花很长的时间去看一张照片。

应该是说，看一张回忆。

当然，刚才的一次性爆发。

突然让我发现，有那么多人拒绝和我拍照过。

他们的理由都是很简单，单纯的。

但，其实我就是偏偏那么容易地被伤到。

知道你们是无意的，可是我有时候还是一次又一次地被伤到。

认识我的人都知道我喜欢拍照。

现在就差在，我没有像样的电话，没有一架相机。

加上身边的人总是看心情拍照。

当然，是看他们自己的心情拍。

谁叫那是他们的电话相机呢？

刚才突然的伤心，其实也不是突然的。

我弟很喜欢说我，当爸爸妈妈哥哥女朋友面前说我。

我其实无所谓。

让身边的人笑笑，娱乐娱乐，我真的无所谓。

只是，有些话，我还是很在意。

昨天爸爸生日，我很开心，我能在家帮他庆祝。

刚好二哥又回来，只差大哥没回来。

我期待的是，我们来张大合照。

要我不期待，我就真的不期待，想都不想，懒得想。

可是当我有希望时，觉得很容易简单的事可以完成时，我真的抱着很大的期望。

“因为我二哥电话不错，我们终于能拍照了。”

对，我想的就是这么简单。

但，拍了爸爸的生日切蛋糕的照片后，我的期望就破灭了。

我二哥想拍，我也想。

叫了两个弟弟和妈妈一起站在爸爸旁边。

很好，他们用嘲笑的眼神看我。

没错，我知道他们在开玩笑，故意让我难堪。

这很平常。

除了我妈，家里只有我一个女的，他们一直认为女生就是爱拍照，什么都要拍。

可是，在这个时候，我很认真，我是认真的，你们懂吗。

我几久回来一次？二哥几久回来一次？我们的脸几时会变？爸爸妈妈的脸几时会变老？

你们可以回答我吗？

当然，我昨天没有翻脸，也没给教训。

因为我不觉得你们会懂我。

你们懂的只是

“哎哟，拍什么照勒，这样也要拍？”

“排写勒。”
“不要啦，现在很难看啦。”

最痛心的是其中一个弟弟说“爸爸妈妈，其实她是要放上网给人看的，她假假的。”

好，就是这句话，我严重受创。

亏我昨天还笑得出。

所以刚才才哭到这样悲。

我拍每张照片都是为了纪念每个时刻，我珍惜的时刻。

突然想想，其实我才是最懂我自己的。

没有人能真正了解我。

我一直都这样认为。

因为我觉得，我真的很会伪装。

不管怎样down, 像小时候写了自己的歌，唱一唱，心情就好了。
所以，要在这里留个纪念。
爸爸，生日快乐！就是要这样一直笑下去！

末日前夕：有惊喜！

此时此刻正是21.12.2012。
也就是传说中的世界末日。
但是，现在刚过了这一天的第一个小时。
感想是：还蛮正常的，呼吸频率Ok, 四周环境Ok, 网速也很Ok。
哈哈，所以，两种可能性。
第一，没有世界末日啦！
第二，世界末日延迟啦！
祝福各位在读这篇的人儿，冬至节快乐和世界没末日快乐！

好，写这篇的重点其实不是世界末日啦。
是在末日前一天所发生的惊喜！
好的惊喜是。。
豪哥对我太好啦！伟欣对我太好啦！ahchin uncle对我太好啦！
非常地感谢他们。
谢谢豪哥把握评估得那么好，我一定会让我的国文进步的！
也希望我的个人信心会大大提升！
只是，我还是没有信心勒，哈哈。
总之，我会想办法的！谢谢你！
97/120 还算不错吧？
也因为还不错，所以有奖励金！
太棒了，我真的不知道有这种"金"的存在。
谢谢你们让我拿到了RM500奖励金！
爽死我了。
我会好好努力，哪怕只剩下一个星期多而已。
好舍不得。
你们都对我太好，我好舍不得。

再来是另个惊喜。悲的惊喜。
今天放工回家，刚转进我家的这条路就看到好多邻居围在我家外面。
你们能想象那种情景吗？
除了新年，我从没看过我家那么多人耶。
我把车速越减越慢，心跳越跳越快。
车停好后，马上问我弟发生了什么事。
没想到这种事会发生在我家。
我们家的电表爆了，也烧了起来。
前几天都有些征兆，我们家的灯时不时就闪啊闪。
果然出事了。
爸爸今早有叫人来看，但那人没空，所以。。
多谢隔壁邻居，让我们能即时抢救。
如果没趁早发现，我回来时可能找不到我的家了。
我妈真的被吓到很严重，又哭又喊。
那时候只有我大弟和她在家。
幸好有我大弟在，我们家的英雄！
马上跑去附近的家私厂借灭火器，根据他的形容，他说“原来灭火器那么重？”
可怜他，抱着那么重的灭火器在跑，又被那些邻居讲“跑快点啦，还慢慢来，火要烧起来了咯”
这些auntie uncle，你以为他不要快吗？已经是尽力了。况且你们都没帮忙。
不会用灭火器的弟弟，还是混乱中地把它打开了。
终于，火灭了。
家里没电。
很好，我们在世界末日前，领先没电。LOL

修电的人说，我们很幸运，因为通常火灾发生都是因这个而起的。
而且，通常是在半夜发生，所以很危险。
真的很感恩，感谢老母上天，你们真的很慈悲。
让我们平平安安的。

不用等到世界末日，我们也可以活得很精彩。
看过我家的例子后，大家要小心噢。

祝快要完成internship的朋友们，恭喜你们完成了！yeah!
祝我加油;)
祝各位平平安安噢！